I think I'm in some art block or uninspired. I don't draw as much as I use to. Not only that, I'm bored out of my mind and I need money, like seriously 0_o;;;. If anyone would like to advertise me in their journal for commissions, please do.
I'm also not happy. This has got to be the most boring summer I've ever had....I have no one to hang out with! No one! DX So everyday I just reminisce about my past times with my good RL friends Christina and Shane. Sadly, both live too far away now. ;_; I'm not a people person either, so don't suggest me to go to a con or something.
The only things that were good from it so far were seeing
Kung Fu Panda and
Wall-E and going to a Japanese church festival-like thing on my birthday. Thats it!
Those who wine over their parents not getting them a new game doesn't know how bad they can really get it. Geez, they should try living poor with no one to hang with and no one to help them. Instead, they get spit on, teased and what not 'cuz they are so different.
Of course, there are kids out there that have it worse then me, which is why I don't whine over not getting the latest shit out there. Actually, I wouldn't give a shit about the latest shit out now. Y? 'Cuz I'd rather be hanging out with close friends then playing a damn game all of the time. I use to play games so much in the past 'cuz I played them with friends. Now I hardly ever play them 'cuz I have no one to play with.
I'm so lonely, I'm thinking about saving money to go to the pound, get a puppy and get insurance for the animal and become its best friend.
My grandma, brother, aunt and mother keep bugging me about going to a church. I could meet some good christian guy. I tell them no. I dislike church. U know wat they say " That's 'cuz you don't understand god n blah blah blah"
In my opinion, I wouldn't be with a religious guy even if he were the last man on earth. And they way I'm feeling right now, I could care less about love. Its a crock of shit to me. I'd rather be alone for the rest of my life. Love hurts a lot more then not having friends IMO.
I swear, they next time I hear such talk from them, I will blow up and say " The more you say this to me, the more I'll grow to hate you Christians. Just let me live my life the way I want to" >8(.
Really, I don't mind isolating myself from my family for very many reasons. The only ones I'd talk to are my grandma, my Cousin, Sandy, and my little brother and sister. Thats it. Sadly, I have to move in with my mom soon. I can sense hell rising already 8(. I'll seriously need someone to hang with then so I wouldn't end up killing myself from listening to my depressing mother and brother. DX
They like, think Obama is the anti-christ. I mean, I am a bit wary of him, but for heaven's sake don't go labeling him as THAT. In a lot of ways, I feel they got the wrong guy, but in a lot of ways, I don't believe in 'the end of the world' either. I believe we are coming to a 'new age' tho. I believe that revelations represents every new age that has occurred in the time of man (some thing where every new age brings bloodshed. Religion is just based on faith and astrology IMO). That's just what I think though. I'm not going to argue over such matters either. I do happen to believe in an afterlife, but not in the same way as most people.
If you don't like what I just said then please respect my views and not argue with me about it. I think its a pitiful thing to argue over. I just don't get why people wont just drop it and respect each other's views.
So yeah, back on topic, um I'm pretty damn lonely. I'm like kinda going crazy 'cuz of it.
I miss Shane and Christina's company so much ;_;
I want to see them again. 8(
Um, commission info will be below. I'm only exepting certain kinds 'cuz I'm trying to break an art block..or something. Those advertising me, please tell people that my commission info is below all this blabbering.
Thanx for those advertising me...whoever you are and thanx for reading. Ur a good Online Friend if you are.
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Enjoy the subby! 
You deserved it! 
Nuuuuuuuu! (letting out some steam) 
Sadness
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Wait...why do they think he's the anti-Christ?! He's not perfect and he's said some things that have been taken the wrong way, but he's not a horrible person. Then again...I'm an Obama supporter anyways.
Anyways, I've been bored this summer too. I kinda wish my best friend would call me more often. I get to hang out with one of my friends because we work at the same place, but we only get to hang out before and after work and even then, she's talking with someone she's known longer than me. Makes me feel really left out.
As for the good things, I really want to see Kung Fu Panda and Wall-E. And the Japanese church thing sounds really awesome! And I could advertise you in my journal (and I'm still working on your picture by the way...). I need to make a new journal anyways.
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~Emile Hirsch
I really hope things get better for you though. I can relate to the situation of friends moving and being left behind....so I feel that pain. *hugs* ;_;
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Mm, I guess I'm kinda the opposite on the friends thing... I don't go out of the house and I just go on the computer, watch TV and play video games by myself all the time. XD But I can definitely understand where you're coming from. Are they gone for vacation or somethin'? Maybe they'll come back soon... :c
(also, the journal's looking good! :D I like the background and the text box dividers. Breaks it up nicely. ^^)
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I might use the money to visit Shane, but knowing Shane I'd have to bring my bro too, unless my bro has some money to pitch in.
Kung Fu Panda was good. Wall-E was GREEEEAT! I loved it.
See on the Obama issue, I'm only wary about the black Muslim thing. Other then that, he seems like a pretty nice guy. Me and my grandma don't think he's the 'anti-christ', but the rest of my family thinks so. They say that they've got info on his family being racist and part of some Muslim group that puts Christians and Jews in camps over there in Africa. I asked my mom for the resources 'cuz I want to see if wat she is reading should be trusted or not. I'm not really taking sides on the issue. Tho I do think i know a bit more about Obama then most of my famiy did from the start. They think he appeared out of no where, last year or 2 years ago (don't remember) I seen him on Opera and he seemed really nice. Also, if he really were Muslim, wouldn't u think that he wouldn't let his wife and daughters do what they do and wear what they wear?
In order for me to make a final decision about someone, I have to meet them in person and get to know them more.
I really think it is silly for some Christians to jump on that so early. Hell, the church's could be spreading lies for all we know.
My good friends hardly ever call me due to phone bills or, in Shane's case, they broke their phone. XD
The others...they don't call me and I have no clue why. I know Justin's reason and I think he is a good friend he just lives far away as well. Nick...I dunno about him, he does accept me for me but hardly ever calls me. Maria.....I dunno if I would even consider her a friend. I mean...how can u forget stuff about ur friend if ur were their friend in the first place. =_=
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My grandma is pretty ill too so me and her can't go to the places we use to go to in the past. Its really sad.
I'm glad to see I'm not the only one with this issue -hug- ;_;
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I'll have to be the one to call my friends to see if they wanna go see either of those movies seeing as I have no drivers license and I don't like going places by myself...
Obama's not even Muslim. I live 15 or so minutes away from the church he use to go to. He's christian. And how can his family be that racist? His grandmother's and mother are white, his sister is half Asian I believe. I don't think that's true. And even so, they're not him. He's working to try to get away from all that and I believe that he's sincere about that. But I agree, I'd have to meet them in person in order to make a final opinion on them. My church doesn't say anything bad about him though 'cause...I go to a black church.
And for my friends calling me, they call me last minute. Like on Thursday, my best friend called me to ask if I wanted to watch the fireworks with her at her uncle's apartment at the last minute. By this time I'd already made plans...though those plans 'fell through' in a sense. My night sucked...I think my friends are just lazy. Only interesting thing that happened was that when we were walking back to the train station we heard that someone was shot not to much earlier. Turned out that was true. One person was killed and 3 people injured. That was the highlight of my 4th of July weekend...
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"Speed Racer is kid crack..."
~Emile Hirsch
And totally, just because you're not a christian doesn't make you a bad person. This is what I hate about them they're so hypocritical. Some act like they're effing PERFECT when in actual fact they don't love half as much as non-christian people do. I go to a Christian school (though I'm not) and while some are lovely there are others who are so fucking...ARGH.
Hang in there gurl, maybe you could try to make new friends, I've found pining for friends who aren't around anymore gets you nowhere, sadly. Anyway, I'm here.
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"F***ING SPONGECAKE!?"
All my grandma does is try to help them out by pointing out the truth but NOOOOO they have to make a big deal out of it and make her like like a bitch. Some god lovers they are. 'U will always be in harmony if u believe in god'...psssh. Not from wat I've seen.
My friend literally live in another town or, i Shane's case, state.
Then there are those that I don't ever think of as true friends 'cuz they forget about wat I say. I've lost the number to 2 of my friends...oops...my fault on that part.
and TY I wanted to spice it up a bit.
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"SOOOO ZETTA SLOW!"-Minamimoto from The World Ends With You
~Wolf---Fan-ArtClub
Every time I make a new friend in real life, it ends up in a bloody mess...kinda like recently. It sux.
I have many trust issues 'cuz of it.
And that is wat annoys me about christians too. I hate their attitude about humans being higher then animals as well. I feel that they r equal or higher then us. (cuz of their amazing abilities).
Love you too
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